It is a simple word.
Can't you just respond back 'goodnight'?
But if i said it,
I am sure it will caused another unnecessary fight
or maybe I am being excessive or overreacting.
It had always been me who's overreacting.
But i am not...
I am just, really sad.
But I can't be sad...
Nobody likes a sad person.
And nobody should find a sad person like me.
No one will find me.
Is that wrong for reassurance?
But I see none. It's the small things that matter.
They slowly pile up. And getting more and more.
My logical sense tells me I need to stop
But... I am too afraid. I am just a coward.
I am unhappy. Depressed. Unsatisfied.
Just hang on there a little more.
When I am back to happy Sammie, I will forget the pain and repeat everything again.
Piece of cake :D
